Dear Child of My Heart

Not a day goes by that I don't look at you and remember. 

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I remember how I begged and begged God for just one more. I remember how I just knew, deep down inside, that you were you and He was going to give us the great gift of this dear girl.

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I remember how still I was while waiting for you, so sick I could barely move, the whole nine months, but so afraid, too, that this precious little one might not be mine to hold.

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And I remember that glorious day when I did hold you. And hold you. And hold you. When all the world seemed utterly perfect. 

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I remember your perfect rosebud lips and that delicious smell. I remember that your name, chosen weeks before your birthday, suited you the moment we first whispered it to you.

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The day you were born might just be my Best Day Ever.

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Except for all the days that have come in the five years since. 

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All the times you have twirled and charmed and delighted and danced your way into my heart and made the whole world sparkle with joy.

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All the times you have shown me how tenderly He loves me.

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And I still hold you, golden hair against my cheek, your heart beating next to mine. This life we share? It's very sweet, indeed.

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Happy Birthday, Karoline Rose.

St. Luke's Brush Giveaway Winner!

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With all the birthday hullabaloo around here, I'm a little off my giveaway announcing. Please pardon my tardiness. Without further ado, the winner of the absolutely darling Padre Pio doll from St. Luke's Brush is Mary.

St. Padre Pio, pray for us! :) He is my ALL TIME favorite Saint, and patron saint of my 3 year old-he was born on this day 3 yrs ago!!! My birthday boy! Love Padre Pio!
God bless,
Mary @ Cheerios

Mary, I've passed your email address on to the good folks at St. Luke's Brush. You'll be hearing from them soon.

And don't forget there is still one giveaway yet undecided. You can comment over here and win a quilt kit! I promise to announce that one tomorrow.

Happy Tuesday--I'm off to make a little magic in a new five-year-old's life today!

October Afternoon Daybook

Outside My Window

Cool, gray baking kind of day. Again:-) No kidding. We have had days and days of cool and gray and rainy. It definitely feels like autumn. 

 

I am Listening to

all my girls baking in the kitchen. I'm far away from the flour dust, but not so far that I can't enjoy listening in on their cupcake adventures.

 

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I am Wearing

jeans, a tshirt, and a big, red, cotton sweater. Big, heavy socks.  Oh my, it's going to be a long, cold winter. 

I am so Grateful for

good friends who make the lives of my children so much richer and so much kinder when life knocks them around.

I'm Pondering

"If I did not simply suffer from one moment to another, it would be impossible for me to be patient; but I look only at the present moment forget the past; and I take good care not to forestall the future. When we yield to discouragement or despair it is usually because we give too much thought to the past and to the future."—St. Therese of Lisieux

 

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I am Reading

The Shallows: What the Internet is Doing to Our Brains, at the suggestion of Tonia, who recommended it while we were discussing all things internet on Facebook last week.

 

I am Thinking

About Christmas lists. I want to make and make and make. I need to think how much is truly feasible. 

 

I am Creating

birthday surprises. I spent today making a fabric crown for tomorrow's birthday girl. Pretty darn cute.

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To live the liturgy:

I love this time of year, as the feasts of special saints mingle with the celebrations of of the births of many of my children. We just celebrated the feast of St. Matthew (Matthew Christian's name day) and the feast of Padre Pio (the day Sarah was nearly born at 28 weeks). Now, we will march onward to St. Michael (and Michael's birthday--September 29), St. Jerome (and Katie's birthday--September 30), St. Therese (October 1), the feast of the Guardian Angels (and Patrick's birthday-October 2), the feast of St. Francis (and Karoline's birthday--October 4th). 

 

Towards a Real Education

I had a chat with some friends the other night and pondered the theoretical question of what Real Learning would read like if I wrote it now instead of ten years ago. I didn't really come to any conclusions except that I would never attempt to write a book like that now. Not exactly sure what that means. Maybe, as Mary deTurris Poust observed recently, I just seem to need more quiet. Or, maybe, I just know that there'd be so much to add that the mere thought of it makes me tremble.

Or maybe it's a little of both.

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Towards Rhythm and Beauty

About how to tinker a bit with our schedules. We no longer have naps to consider and we don't have to be home on a school schedule . We're going to go apple picking and meander on the way home. We're going downtown--a lot-- and finally soak in the educational treasure that living in the DC suburbs affords us. We're going to embrace this new season.

 

I am Hoping and Praying

for peace of heart. 


 I am learning

to quilt. Nicky asked me to hurry up already. He's cold in the family room in the morning. How hard is it to back with fleece? Super slippery? Any tips? 

 

Around the House

Birthday decorations.

The original plan was for Paddy to be out of town for his birthday, playing in Columbus. That game was canceled late Friday. With fewer than 48 hours to plan and decorate and cook, Mary Beth threw together a little shindig for him--just a handful of friends after soccer and a rousing game of FIFA 2012. Oh, and a cake made entirely of Swiss Rolls and chocolate ganache. And he really was surprised. Karoline was so tickled with the decorations that she's insisted we leave them up for tomorrow--her birthday.

 

From the Kitchen 

I'm thinking sugar free (and honey free) pumpkin latte, maybe?

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On my iPod:

my mail. In an effort not to get sucked into my computer during the day, I'm only checking mail on my iPod at two set times a day. 

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Snuggling sweet girls to sleep.

 

A Few Plans for the Week

Karoline's birthday tomorrow and a visit from our friends from the Cabbage Patch.

Sushi lunch with Katie and Karoline to celebrate their birthdays. 

Apple picking again. I promised Nick we'd return when the Granny Smiths are ready. Boots will not be optional.

The boys have soccer in Pennsylvania this weekend. Nutcracker rehearsals continue here. 

 

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A child who's born on the Sabbath day...

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Our dear friend Fr. Bob tells the story of the day Patrick was born. "I looked out into the congregation just before the Consecration and noticed you were not in your usual places. And I thought to myself that a very special baby must be greeting the world." 

As it turned out, that was exactly when Patrick was born. 

Seventeen years ago.

Happy, happy birthday to the dear boy who is everything the old rhyme promised us.

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NINE Reasons to Love Katie

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She's full of spunk.

 

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She's queen of the girlies, but she's sweet enough to let the little girlies think they're the queens.

 

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She's got a flair for the dramatic.

 

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She has an amazing, almost magical imagination.

 

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She's ever so happy to make things with her hands.

 

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She's a fiercely loyal friend.

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She's a tender big sister.

 

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She's a social butterfly.

 

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She loves Bible stories.

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Happy Birthday, Kirsten Therese!

We love you.