Siblings at Birth

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My ten-year-old daughter was there for the labor and delivery of Karoline. People have asked why we allowed her presence.  Mary Beth first proposed the idea. She wanted to be there.  It was that simple.  I talked with friends who had had siblings at birth and heard nothing but positive feedback.  I talked at length with my midwife.  I admit that I was a bit taken with the idea that I could show my daughter how to labor.  I've always had good labors and deliveries and I liked the idea of sharing that positive with her.  So often, young women hear the horror stories; I wanted her to know something else first. But, in the back of my mind was the creeping doubt.  What if something went wrong?  What if she witnessed something unthinkable? And so I wrestled all the way until the end.

I talked extensively with my friend Melanie who was Mary Beth's choice for her own support person.  I was the labor coach when Mel's teenage daughter delivered two years ago, so Mel and I were together as Emily labored to bring Gracie into the world.  We had a shared labor experience and Mel had an understanding of what we hoped. She also knew to whisk Mary Beth away if necessary.

We opted not to watch birth videos.  She wasn't interested.  We talked a lot about labor and delivery and looked through some books.  I walked her carefully through the emotional signposts described in Natural Childbirth the Bradley Way. 

When push came to shove;-), she did beautifully.  It turned out to be a hard labor (Karoline was posterior and transition was 21/2 hours long).  I worried that she would be so traumatized by watching me in pain that she'd be afraid of childbirth.  On the contrary.  When I hit the "self-doubt" signpost and began to declare rather emphatically that I couldn't do it, she told Mel, "She really can.  She just worries too much."  There's a girl who did her homework!

To see her face as this baby was born was a precious priceless gift.  A few days after the birth, when I asked if she were afraid, she said she's less afraid than before Karoline was born.  Later, she wrote:

I was there when Kari was born, there when they measured, there when they weighed, and there to cut the cord of sweet Karoline and much more. I am posting to tell you such a great experience I got out of this. I loved to see that head pop out into her shiny new world and spend her first seconds.  I watched her cry with my mom and I just got to see the beautiful moments and minutes and even hours she first spent in the world. I loved cutting the cord and I knew that I was blessed to have such a good friend (Mel) watch over me at this time.

It took a huge leap of faith for me to have her there.  I had to overcome my own fears and my  natural sense of protectiveness.  But I'm really, really glad I did.

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First Bath

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What great excitement met the news that Baby's cord had fallen off at last!  It was time for a bath.  We filled the tub with warm water, turned down the lights and lit a candle.  We bathed her quickly with castille soap and a soft washcloth.  Still, she didn't like it.  (Mommy would have loved such a bath.)

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We dried her with a warm towel and then gave her a massage with almond and lavender oils.  Finally, we dressed her in warm pjs and a new cap and wrapped her up "burrito style." Hopefully, someone will sleep well tonight.

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A few of my favorite things

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I thought I'd share a few things that have made this postpartum a bit more pleasant.  First up, right after delivery and faithfully from that moment forward is the herb for moms of many: Raspberry leaf.  This wonder from the earth is a great uterine tonic, controls bleeding and helps the uterus to contract efficiently after birth (it's great all the time really, not just postpartum).  The nurses who cared for me all marvelled at how well my uterus had responded to this eighth birth.  I just smiled and thanked God for Kim, who insisted I take plenty of raspberry.

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My room smells like lavender with a hint of tea tree oil.I love these two essential oils!  Both herbs have wonderful antiseptic qualities.  The lavender smells like a lovely floral and the tea tree is a bit more medicinal.  A few drops in a peri-bottle, sitz bath, or bathtub are healing to both body and spirit.

Next up is Trail Mix Crunch from Mareblu Naturals, my sustenance while in the hospital. In this bag are delicious chunks of almonds, cashews, and pistachios with just a light coating of rice syrup and salt. I'm allergic to wheat, so the typical after-labor snack of graham crackers and peanut butter was not happening for me.  I packed a bag of this awesome trail mix (purchased at Costco) and ate it throughout my hospital stay.  Note to self: if you tell dietary about the allergy, the food will be safe, but even worse than normal hospital fare.

I've been drinking copious amounts of Postpartum Recovery tea, purchased from the good folks at Earth Mama, Angel Baby.  The tea is delicious and full of more good things for both both mind and body. From the company's description:

This herbal blend of organic stinging nettle, organic raspberry leaf, organic alfalfa, organic oatstraw , organic lavender, organic lemon balm, organic cinnamon and, of course, organic lady's mantle . It's rich in valuable minerals iron, calcium, magnesium and phosphorus necessary for postpartum mamas. And its astringent herbs help tone the uterus, reduce uterine bleeding, and all the while, helping to calm and balance brand new mamas.

I'm finding the ad copy to be entirely true.

I'm alternating that tea with Milkmaid Tea, equally delicious and created to enhance breastfeeding.Fennel is the herb of choice for encouraging milk quality and quantity. I'm not a huge fan of fennel, but this tea is good. Karoline seems to approve.  Speaking of breastfeeding, my friend Cindy gave me a My Brestfriend as a shower gift.  Ahhhh...this is far superior to a Boppy.  The pillow in front is sturdy and just the perfect height for nursing and the cushion around the back supports my back and shoulders and forces encourages great posture.  Oh and, while I was hanging out at Earth Mama, Angel Baby, I tossed some Happy Mama spray into the cart, too. Now, life even smells good.

I'm not going to Hat Tip the dear friend who recommended Bottom Balm (bet you were worried there, for a moment, buddy), but I'm going to mention it here for the benefit of anyone who might ever benefit from such a salve and I will tell you that I am forever indebted to her for suggesting I get it "just in case." Calendula and chmomile in shea butter and olive oil are pretty typcial "balm" ingredients.  This one has St. John's Wort as well and my buddy and I think that might just be the magic elixir.

I've been listening to lots of Baby Needs Mozart, a  perennial favorite in our house.  Karoline and I drift off to sleep together and I remember similar snuggles with her siblings while we listed to this CD.

Finally, I'll tell you what I read in the hospital...a couple of days before Karoline was born, a plain manilla envelope arrived in the mail.  I peeked inside, gave a little squeal, and sighed "perfect."  And then, exercising great self control, I didn't read a word, but tucked it into my suitcase.  I think I am the only postpartum woman on the planet who can say she spent the day after birth reading Danielle Bean's new book.  It was an unedited, advance copy and I had to restrain myself from marching next door to the first-time mom with the baby that cried all night and sharing it on the spot! I think she could have used the kind encouragement.